The nastiest food ever

Jeg har smagt det klammeste mad nogensinde her.

Fåreost.

Så bliver det altså ikke mere ulækkert. Det smagte ganske enkelt af får - jeg havde lyst til at kaste op bagefter! Og så kræver det altså en hel del selvkontrol samtidig at smile og sige at det smager super godt. Dumt, dumt, dumt, men det fløj bare ud af mig, da jeg så, hvordan alles øjne hvilede på mig, og så kunne jeg jo ikke så godt trække den tilbage bagefter. Så jeg spiste et HELT brød med fåreost - bare tanken giver mig lyst til at kaste det hele op igen. Ad, ad, ad.

Ellers er der ikke så meget andet at berette. Jeg glæder mig til skolen starter igen, for jeg keder mig her i ferien og har alt for meget tid til at tænke. Det er ikke godt, det med at have for meget tid til at tænke. Jeg stiller konstant spørgsmålstegn ved alting, såsom om jeg egentlig hellere ville være her end i Danmark, om jeg er glad for at være udvekslingsstudent, om jeg er en god udvekslingsstudent etc. Jeg kunne godt tænke mig, at en eller anden kunne lære mig at slukke for tankerne, for de gør mig i dårligt humør. Men jeg tror nu ikke det er atypisk, at når man ikke laver noget hele tiden, kommer man til at tænke på alt det man savner, og så ruller lavinen. Det er vel også naturligt at der er op- og nedture i løbet af et udvekslingsår, og jeg vil sige at jeg nok befinder mig i en mindre nedtur. Jeg satser på at det vender, når jeg starter i skole igen.

I've tasted the nastiest food ever here.

Sheepcheese (I've got no idea if that's the proper name).

It can't be nastier than that. Very simple, it tasted like sheep - I felt like throwing up afterwards! And then it takes a whole lot of selfcontrole to smile at the same time and say that it tastes super delicious. Stupid, stupid, stupid, but it just flew out of my mouth, when I saw how everybody's eyes were looking at me, and then I couldn't really say that I didn't like it. So I ate an ENTIRE bread with sheepcheese - just the thought of it makes me want to throw all of it up again. Ew, ew, ew.

Otherwise there's not so much to tell. I'm looking forward to the school starting again, 'cause I'm feeling bored in this vacation and I've got way too much time to think. That's not good, the thing about having too much time to think. I'm questioning everything all the time, like if I would rather be here than in Denmark, if I'm happy about being an exchangestudent, if I'm a good exchangestudent etc. I would like someone to teach me how to turn off the thoughts, 'cause they makes me get in a bad mood. But I don't think it's uncommon, that when you're not doing something all the time, you start thinking about all the things you miss, and then it goes on and on. I guess it's natural having up's and down's during an exchangeyear, and I would say I'm probably in a minor down-period. I'm hoping it'll change when the school starts.